Finally half dare to write out my feeling.
*sorry content will be bit of violence*
Feeling
I have to admit that I am hot-tempered; if you are to disturb me when I am not in mood, then of course I will lose my temper, which is very normal ok. But I wont lose my temper simply just because of some small thingy.Ya, I am unhappy for the past few days. That makes me feel like I hate this semester! Indirectly want to tell you something else. For now I haven dare to speak it out. Give me some time. Don’t duped/fooled by the smiles on my face. It is FAKE. I SAID ALREADY, I AM UNHAPPY! Smiles you see are just to let you all satisfied. Actually I cry in my heart.*thanks Adwin, I know you try hard to make me happy, but….*
Money wise
I’m saving money for myself and me dad, anything that needs money; I want to think about it. –Me dad is retiring, means no more income- He has to pay my fees and of course my single room rental. My dad is only responsible to bring me up, no others, you get what I mean? I got NO subsidy from government like others. And me dad is NO big businessman!
Love
Ok come this part, I finally let go. Cause he had done something that make me to hate him from the ground to the sky @.@ whatever it is, is past. Sorry Nigel, that day I was just very angry and you came to me in msn. I just damn bloody hate your best friend!! It doesn’t bother me if he really changes. None of my business! What I ask you to tell him hopes you told him ya, and to your fecking ex-ex that Stephy chkl 05156, please ask her to mind her words when she talks! Don’t ever try to put words into my mouth! My surname is W-O-N-G and not L-A-I!! Damn youCome this nice part. 3rd February, I was waiting for friend at the bus stop, with the purpose of advice her not to go to MV alone, it is dangerous. I can’t accompany you because I’m sick. Then, Kevin came. Wow he is so so handsome. Nah I don’t know how to describe him, he is lengzai that’s what I know.^_^ I stand quite near to him, his face is like tomato *.* and haha when he smiles, his look very kindly. His teeth are cute, gosh. My 6th sense, he is a good guy. But to me, good guy already EXTINCT. Declare: my feeling towards him is just “he is lengzai” no others.There is another guy. I don’t know what kind of feeling towards him. I think he quite ok lar, but…don’t know what he think about me. I don’t know whether is the feeling of love or illusion/wrong impression. Don’t know why I just keep seeing whether he is online, want to talk to him my feeling, but when I saw him online, I just ignore ~.~I scared to disturb him. When he is gone, then another feeling. Haih haih haih very complicated.* I want to keep back my words for the sentence “my next boyfriend wouldn’t be from Nottingham.”*
Friend
I don’t want to comment lots on this. Keep to myself were do. I only need SINCERE friends. I don’t need UNSINCERE friends! Friends are there to help you, but not for you to take advantage of. You treat me sincerely I’ll treat you sincerely, vice versa. Remember “沉默不代表我不知道” For now I don’t know who to trust. Can’t wait till my best friend to come here in April! The time we had last last time. It was fun^.^
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to malauzai
Happy Birthday to you!! Muacks, friend forever^^ miss ya
p/s: I will only not in my room when there is class[see my timetable]; dinner[around 6.15]; and basketball training [Tuesday 5.30pm~8pm (not sure)]. Other time i shall in my room, find me if you have matter or you willing to accompany me, i will happy to see you. I2B15.-i dont 搞自闭- relax.
7 Feb 2009
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